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ontheborderland:

From childhood’s hour I have not beenAs others were; I have not seenAs others saw; I could not bringMy passions from a common spring.From the same source I have not takenMy sorrow; I could not awakenMy heart to joy at the same tone;And all I loved, I loved alone.Then—in my childhood, in the dawnOf a most stormy life—was drawnFrom every depth of good and illThe mystery which binds me still:From the torrent, or the fountain,From the red cliff of the mountain,From the sun that round me rolledIn its autumn tint of gold,From the lightning in the skyAs it passed me flying by,From the thunder and the storm,And the cloud that took the form(When the rest of Heaven was blue)Of a demon in my view. —Edgar Allan Poe, ‘Alone’

ontheborderland:

From childhood’s hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then—in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life—was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.

—Edgar Allan Poe, ‘Alone’

Embrace the Fire

Isolated, I’became a stranger to myself!

I’m distant, contemplating how life should be

Powerless, I can’t change it by just expecting it

I’d have to face the fire, to embrace the pain

Show the purity of my will

again, I’d have to die, again, and again

I’d let my love break and torture my pure heart, again and again

I’m prepared for hell, I’m prepared for darkness

But… cowardless, I seem to have courage to die but not to face the eternal pain.

It is my choice, and I’m alone, God can’t make a choice for me…

Wherever it will be, I will be condemned to live by it.


I wrote this after watching When Nietszche Wept. Such a profound movie!

Another piece of the puzzle (via kit_mal)
 
There was a man who want to be more pure than the others…
 
At first, he can’t stop fell sexual desire so he castrate himself…
He could stop stealing so he cuts his own hands…
He could stop running of his duties so he cuts his legs…
 
Today he lives by the people who have sex, legs and hands.
The man knows now his problem was not resolved because of having less
 but it would be resolved if he have more.

Another piece of the puzzle (via kit_mal)

 
There was a man who want to be more pure than the others…
 
At first, he can’t stop fell sexual desire so he castrate himself…
He could stop stealing so he cuts his own hands…
He could stop running of his duties so he cuts his legs…
 
Today he lives by the people who have sex, legs and hands.
The man knows now his problem was not resolved because of having less
but it would be resolved if he have more.
Si observas fijamente el interior del abismo… (via Reset Reboot)
Father, there are times when i blame myself for being good, i regret purity, honestity, virtuosity in face of peoplewho are perversous and prosperousi want to grow, i want to feel how is living like their living there are times that i want corruption to put away my cross, my separation, my sancticity from corrupted mankind and have you loving me again, dawning my life, changing my life like you can change theirs, and i tempt……myself and you within… hoping your cross made a new try on mei can’t stand in my lonely war forever like youForgive me for my mouth has speaked, but don’t forgive you love me

Si observas fijamente el interior del abismo… (via Reset Reboot)

Father, there are times when i blame myself for being good, i regret
purity, honestity, virtuosity in face of people
who are perversous and prosperous
i want to grow, i want to feel how is living like their living
there are times that i want corruption to put away my cross,
my separation, my sancticity
from corrupted mankind and have you
loving me again, dawning my life, changing my life like you can change
theirs, and i tempt…
…myself and you within…
hoping your cross made a new try on me
i can’t stand in my lonely war forever like you
Forgive me for my mouth has speaked, but don’t forgive you love me

Caged (via FrodoBabbs)
How long? How much time i have to pay for liberty?  How many hours will clean the path for love?How many days rest for me? Why?What bring me here? ViciousI am in You and Patienceis just another way to pay a price

Caged (via FrodoBabbs)

How long?

How much time i have to pay for liberty?

How many hours will clean the path for love?

How many days rest for me?

Why?

What bring me here?

Vicious

I am in You

and

Patience

is just another way to pay a price

Wide Atlas (via eflon)
I am between two worlds collidingI am not a sinner, and i am not a saint.The Devil repels me, and God do so.The pressure come from below and from aboveWhen my strength will get to an end?

Wide Atlas (via eflon)

I am between two worlds colliding

I am not a sinner, and i am not a saint.

The Devil repels me, and God do so.

The pressure come from below and from above

When my strength will get to an end?

(via andrepiaui)
Insensitive
Is you? Is you who is inside me?How i know is not the devil?How?How i know i’m not possessed?I fear to blasphemyze, but i already do if this questionexists

(via andrepiaui)

Insensitive

Is you?

Is you who is inside me?

How i know is not the devil?

How?

How i know i’m not possessed?

I fear to blasphemyze, but i already do if this question

exists